To        : Kejoraalika@email.com

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Hai ra, apa kabar lo? Alay, ngga pernah kirim kabar.

Ra, kapan balik ke Jakarta? Banyak banget yang udah berubah, you missed everything, kiddos. 

Gimana sekolah disana?

Semuanya terasa beda sejak lo nggak ada disini. Gak ada lagi yang rusuh ngeribetin gua, gak ada lagi yang cerita heboh tiap hari, gak ada yang ngerusuhin line gua, gak ada yg main jebot lagi sama gua hahaha, juga gak ada lg yang nyanyi kenceng2 sambil pake earphone disebelah gua. Mending suara lu bagus, lay. Wkwk.

Ra, i've missed you. I miss you. Everyday. Every hour. Every second. I really wish that you're here with me, or i'm there with you, or we're anywhere but together. I really wish it, i do.

*sigh* i miss you ra.... I really do...

I still remember that day, 9th of February, a year ago. That day when we really had fun. That day when you hug me suddenly.......and that day when you left me.

Ra, you're my home. A place where i feel safe, comfort, and loved. 

And i am homesick.......

I'm gonna found you someday. I promise. 

This feeling, i hate it so much. I'm homesick. And i can't wait to meet you.

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