r a n d o m

hello. its been a pretty tiring day. i got hit by fever and all of a sudden i got cold and flu. i don't know what to say and i don't know what to tell you all but,

tomorrow's 12th of july.

and i can't even hold my yearning.

but the fact that between me and him is nothing more than a strangers hits me hard.

and in the end, i stay here looking at my laptop  and watch the clocks ticks by. wishing it to rewind and take me back to 12th of july, 3 years ago.

damn.

gosh i hate this feeling. i really do.